February 2011
Devin left Emery
ourholyghosts:
this saddens me :(
WHAT NO!!!! I was going to see them in March and now it just won’t be the same.
January 2011
So fucking content right now. I know its like 2 in...
caitlynallysepenke asked: i know what you mean, i know what you mean.
just wanting to feel the warmth of that person, or their lips or their hands. i know it entirely.
i just spent the past two and a half hours having an emotional break down because i just can't feel anymore.
just wanting to feel the warmth of that person, or their lips or their hands. i know it entirely.
i just spent the past two and a half hours having an emotional break down because i just can't feel anymore.
caitlynallysepenke asked: and this is why i can't hope anymore....
caitlynallysepenke asked: blah stupid professors thinking homework and our lives are easy...well they are not!!! >:O
gosh if i knew youd actually go bitch him out id tell you where he lives and let you go at it! :]
gosh if i knew youd actually go bitch him out id tell you where he lives and let you go at it! :]
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There is a fucking revolution happening. Right...
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DOES NO ONE ELSE REALIZE HOW SIGNIFICANT THIS IS? WHAT IS HAPPENING IN EGYPT RIGHT NOW CAN AFFECT BILLIONS OF PEOPLE’S LIVES.
WHY ISN’T EVERYBODY TALKING ABOUT IT?! WHY DOES EVERYONE JUST GO ABOUT THEIR BUSINESS LIKE IT’S NOTHING?!
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO IS AFFECTED BY THIS?
No, you’re not!
The Egyptians and everyone else in the Middle East right now...
caitlynallysepenke asked: Naw it was a deliberate 'ima avoid you type thing' cause i knew he knew i was there, cause i was hthere the first time he had to go by, but in order to not have to cross in front of me he dodged into the group of people.
blah i wanna believe he's in there, but i don't see him :/
and that guy, blahhh!!!! maybe he went sleepy? he's a guy, they tend to...
blah i wanna believe he's in there, but i don't see him :/
and that guy, blahhh!!!! maybe he went sleepy? he's a guy, they tend to...
Anxiety is getting the best of me. Hate this. Why?...
caitlynallysepenke asked: but then why tell the therapist you don't want to come in for another individual meeting and refuse to do it?
i really really realllllly, i so want to believe, my mark is still in him somewhere. his actions now make it super hard.
i was on the ground one day at rit and he literally walked through a group of ppl just so he wouldnt have to walk right past me.
i really really realllllly, i so want to believe, my mark is still in him somewhere. his actions now make it super hard.
i was on the ground one day at rit and he literally walked through a group of ppl just so he wouldnt have to walk right past me.
caitlynallysepenke asked: blahh i still wish i could believe.
cause even i said you cant just shut your feelings off like that, but then he goes and says that this is what hes wanted for awhile and he just wants to focus on his career and nothing else.
if he wanted me, you just think he would find some way to let me know,
but he hasnt so he doesnt really want me then.
blah this is all entirely...
cause even i said you cant just shut your feelings off like that, but then he goes and says that this is what hes wanted for awhile and he just wants to focus on his career and nothing else.
if he wanted me, you just think he would find some way to let me know,
but he hasnt so he doesnt really want me then.
blah this is all entirely...
caitlynallysepenke asked: thing is, he's the one i want and he told me he how much he wanted me.
now i just feel lied too and if he still really wanted me, no matter what his parents say or did, you think he'd try to find some way of telling me, not just say right now i have to hide my feelings for you and then deny he said it, or say how he wanted to be with me and how he loved me and then deny saying...
now i just feel lied too and if he still really wanted me, no matter what his parents say or did, you think he'd try to find some way of telling me, not just say right now i have to hide my feelings for you and then deny he said it, or say how he wanted to be with me and how he loved me and then deny saying...
Ughhhhh. You are a buttface. Get your not-fat ass...
"I received calls from hospitals in Egypt by...
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caitlynallysepenke asked: let me beat you up now then, cause he's not coming back. his parents have changed him far too much, even if somewhere deep down (which i doubt it) he wants me, he's not going to admit it, he's not coming back.
and personally i don't think i could bare to find someone else and like them the way i do with mark and have a complete connection with them for them to tell me...
and personally i don't think i could bare to find someone else and like them the way i do with mark and have a complete connection with them for them to tell me...
caitlynallysepenke asked: 150 characters isn't enough to respond to your last post...
i understand ya, finding the one person who you connect with and getting annoyed cause you haven't heard from them. i know that feeling entirely and to be honest, i miss it so much! that anxiety i felt from not hearing from him was one of my favorite feelings because as soon as my phone went off and it was a message from...
i understand ya, finding the one person who you connect with and getting annoyed cause you haven't heard from them. i know that feeling entirely and to be honest, i miss it so much! that anxiety i felt from not hearing from him was one of my favorite feelings because as soon as my phone went off and it was a message from...
caitlynallysepenke asked: i think the little rat there has been traumatized literally everyday whether it be from my crying or my screaming.
ripping my room apart though...it's always his dresser that gets pulled apart, and any of my clothes or things that remind me of him.
i regret doing it every single time though.
and i can't take his pictures down off my wall either, it all just hurts...
ripping my room apart though...it's always his dresser that gets pulled apart, and any of my clothes or things that remind me of him.
i regret doing it every single time though.
and i can't take his pictures down off my wall either, it all just hurts...
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It was horrible when I first starting talking to him! I was all over the place with stuff, emotions, etc. (Funny story, I was more emotional then than I am now when it’s that hated time of the month hahahaha) Just waiting for texts, replies, for him to show up. Jeez. Of course it didn’t help that both times we went out, he was late due to some reason he couldn’t control.
But...
caitlynallysepenke asked: oh yeaas, i'd tell you to come to my house, but i'm getting more and more depressed by the moment that i'm seriously about ready to spazz out and rip my entire room apart and do things i probably shouldn't do.
adfl;aksfalksdjga'kdjg;alksd >:O
adfl;aksfalksdjga'kdjg;alksd >:O
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I knowwwww. And originally it was already established that we prolly wouldn’t be able to see each other at all so it’s not a hugeee deal because I know how insanely busy he is with stuff. But part of me got really excited when he told me “hopefully, i should be able to swing it” and that part of me is kinda bummed. Plus the good morning text, asking how my night was...
caitlynallysepenke asked: hey hey het nowwwwww,
that's better than what i get now.
i don't even have my butt face geeked out best friend anymore. :/
that's better than what i get now.
i don't even have my butt face geeked out best friend anymore. :/
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Mom: Water is super clear and super cold! And no dolphins…which is probably better since I only speak whale lol
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sowwwyyyy!!! I can’t help it :\ lol Although right now the buttface isn’t replying to texts. Bahhh lol. All I got was a good morning text but I got it two hours late and he never replied to my texts.
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